Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in like a machinist who got caught in the machine's LiveJournal:

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Saturday, December 6th, 2003
1:17 am	I'm looking towards the sky with pure disdain thanks to dayvid [dreamless! Current Mood: amused Current Music: flesh field... where angels go to die (26 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
9:07 pm	bow down before the one you serve... courtesy of: dreamless Current Mood: holy Current Music: in strict confidence... six six six seconds (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 14th, 2003
12:26 am	more infrared! 4 more infrared shots, again by davidwhipple... ( she's a digital bitch you can't upstage... ) Current Music: type o negative... life is killing me (13 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 11th, 2003
6:27 pm	oh, my. i think i am in love with color infrared film. *bounces* these were done by davidwhipple on saturday. ( super-ego bitch, i've been evil a while ) Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: c-tec... stateless (34 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 10th, 2003
11:17 pm	give me a reason to be beautiful.... well, i said that i would keep thisopen for pics, so here's 1 of the studio shots from the other day, and 3 of the pics from today, all courtesy of dreamless... ( i'll give you my body, just sell me your soul ) (30 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 27th, 2003
10:59 pm	and a big "fuck you" to all the haters out there... Don't use it, if you can't feel it Don't be it, if you don't see it In a world, so full of pain I can barely say your name Don't use it, if you can't feel it Forgive... ( [i always tried to keep myself tied to this world] ) But I'm the only one left to blame I am reborn with flesh of solid steel I am reborn with the need to heal I was in love with something inside I was above everything I tried new journal coming soon... Current Mood: content Current Music: KMFDM... from here on out (41 Comments |Comment on this)
10:38 pm	about sums it up for me. You are Faith "Whatever. I'm not looking to hug and cry and learn and grow." What "Buffy" Character Are You? i don't think i am going to delete this journal. i'm still going to update with pictures, but i am going to be making a new, friends only journal in the future. there are some people who will most definitely be coming with me, so keep an eye out for a new name on your buddy lists. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: n17... mirror (15 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 26th, 2003
9:55 am	i'll be deleting this journal shortly. haven't decided if it's worth it to make a new one. probably not. (23 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 21st, 2003
12:16 am	2 of my favorite things! chrysallys posted this for me, and cured my late-night depression, at least briefly =D pirates + monkeys= HAPPY HAPPY BRITTANY You are a bunch of pirate monkeys. Are you a bunch of pirate monkeys? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: thrill kill kult... blonde with labotomy eyes (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 19th, 2003
11:46 pm	i just woke up from my nap to discover this: mechanized eye: brittany (bri-tä-ny) 1. one who fucks monkeys better hide the monkeys when the brittany is around ha ha... thank you dayvid =D i almost choked on pepsi when i read that! Current Mood: amused (8 Comments |Comment on this)
2:08 am	nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emperor remains insane and everyday is a new strain of slaughter supply lines are less protected evil on all sides i can smell the death on your flesh -- creeping in trapped within the twisting fingers of fear and all i see is you that face those eyes burning like leprosy i can see you there poisoning the air prostituting Nationalism and i want to attack to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory ... and hate guides our way i long for the icy slap of a belt across my back for the acceptance of death and blind cave war the giving sleep of depression the sweet elucidation of savage, meaningless aggression chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and her slave disciples in the harem tents - outside just beyond the edges - i ride a cycloptic mare in the fires of imagination feeding my disease a river of plagues i need something to remind me i am still sinning that pain is important that words matter that healing is possible that i am not alone ... in this - guard the houses - triple the watch - maidens, dig up your sorcery - sirens, sharpen your rocks ... you will eat my pain again whatever you need unite... messiah... ME ~otep... thots~ Current Mood: discontent Current Music: otep... thots (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 18th, 2003
2:20 pm	hmmmm. i can't decide if i want to go to my mom's house for dinner tonight. maybe. she usually makes me chicken if i agree to eat there. and there's no decent food left here at my grammas. i've been so tired lately. i don't know what the hell is wrong with me. i woke up at 9 this morning, then fell back asleep, woke up again, fell back asleep, then woke up and moved out on to the couch where i promptly fell back asleep again. hmmm. i feel like doing something today. maybe i'll go look for a job. i'm tired of having all this free time. you can only read and write so much before you start to drive yourself crazy. and that's all. exciting, i know. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: murderdolls... white wedding (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 16th, 2003
11:45 am	well, here it is: the final version of the dark eden [http://www.4promo.net/darkeden] album cover, starring me! heh. k, group time now! Current Music: statemachine... paint it black (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 13th, 2003
4:29 am	ok, ok. i resisted this for months. but i can no longer! sooo... fill this out, and make me happy, damnit. oh, and i ripped this off from pale_n_morbid =D Brittany is _____ Brittany thinks a lot about _______ When I think of _________, I think of Brittany If I were alone in a room with Brittany, _____ Brittany needs _____ I want to ____ Brittany Someday Brittany will _____ Without Brittany, _____ Brittany can be _____ Worst thing about Brittany is _____ Best thing about Brittany is _____ If I could describe Brittany in a word: _______ Current Mood: flirty Current Music: oasis... champagne supernova (17 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 10th, 2003
7:42 pm	i am now a mod in the community thepretties... i'd like all you beautiful boys and girls to go join! =D and when you do, be sure to mention that i sent you. went to the mall and did a shoot involving some rope bondave today. got lots of strange looks, but some of the pics are great. then i got some new boots, and now sarah, ray and i are on our way to see kill bill... will update more later =D (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 9th, 2003
7:39 pm	went to hot topic today and picked up 2 new skirts for my photoshoots tomorrow. got a vinyl kilt and a knee length vinyl pencil skirt. also got a vinyl bikini top and some cute necklaces. wo0t! yay for new clothes. also got some white ruffled panties to go under the dorothy dress =D now i am in the process of making some ruby slippers to go with my sexy little dorothy costume. they are turning out great so far, but we forgot the shellac, so we have to make a run back up to walmart here shortly. hmmm... i think it be time to go watch CSI and see if it quit raining so i can get out back and finish my shoes! Current Mood: happy Current Music: kitty meows (9 Comments |Comment on this)
9:59 am	stolen from samanthadollx http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&u=/nm/20031009/ts_nm/religion_condoms_dc_1 what bullshit. it seems like every day i find one more reason to respect the catholic church less and less. speaking of condoms, yesterday was the HIV awareness day at Terros (where i have my group). it was funny to have to explain the concept of dental dams and a female condom to a 50 year old gay man who really has no idea about the anatomy of girls. and speaking of HIV awareness, you should all go get tested. it's important! if you've ever had any kind of sexual contact (and yes, blow jobs count, even if there was no ejaculation!). all states have free, confidential testing. they also now have a "20 minute" test, where all that's required is a few drops of blood from your finger. they then test the blood right then and there, and can tell you whether you're positive or negative within 20 minutes. /preaching (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 8th, 2003
1:22 am	hmmm today was ok. went to group, had fun, came home, talked with ray and sheryl on the phone, and then i had a looooong conversation with gothickatt and discovered something... *insert dramatic music* we are long lost cosmic twins. we have a scary, eerie, and fun amount of strange things in common. we even had the same quote from highlander to describe it! "in blood, and arms and everything except birth" hee hee. imma kidnap her and make her come to AZ. then we're gonna rob a bank all bonnie and clyde style and run away to italy, where we will own an old church with llama rugs on the floor. and a hot tub full of holy water. bwahahahahaha! oh, and i decided that jamey can come with us. that's all. for now. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: puppy snores (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 7th, 2003
8:58 am	long live the promo whore movement! x-posting this for seventhcircle... if you know of someone who should be included on this list of musicians promoting their music through livejournal, follow the link! ;) http://www.livejournal.com/users/seventhcircle/151104.html (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, October 6th, 2003
11:49 pm	bored. can't work on my new project, because it isn't a good idea to use spray can shellac in a closed room. so i have nothing to do for the next 20 or so minutes before this trazadone hits me. so i will do pointless things. at least i stick them behind cuts. oooh, gothickatt promised that if i come visit her, we can go barbie shopping at the mall of america! *packs a bag* i love barbies. =P ( if anyone actually reads this, i will be very surprised ) Current Mood: hyper Current Music: garbage... medication (20 Comments |Comment on this)